When you're Far away from me.

I find myself missing you more and more every single day that passes by me as I spent my life here in KL. How I wish you were here, right  here by my side. I miss everything about you. From your hugs to your kisses. From your touch to the sound of your voice. Even though I can hear you when we're talking on the phone, still, I wish you were in front of me talking face to face. Sometimes I do regret making this decision by taking one big step to come to KL for studies. But I had to, Because I have to think about my future and I have to chase my dreams. I do wonder, if you ever got mad at me for choosing this path. If you did, Then I shall apologize to you for being so selfish. But I have to tell you honestly, that I do love you very much from the bottom of my heart :') 

People around me always asked me questions such as "how do I bare with this long distance relationship?" ... I would answer them that as long as we have faith in each other, the love between us would not fade away that easily. Sometimes, my friends tempt to ask me find guys in KL to be my companion. I would reject those idea that they have because I am true to you. Only you could open the doors of my heart, no one else has that key that you're holding. Maybe you don't know this, But I am a very sensitive girl inside. I tend to think a lot when you don't reply my messages. It makes me insecure. I'm afraid to lose you, do you know that ? You're the only man that treats me like a queen.I love the way you love me. 

As I walk on this road alone in KL, I always wish that you were here so that I may hold your hand and smell your scent. I wish that you were here when I'm facing stress and some down moments. I wish you were here, to hold me in my sleep. I wish ...... you were next to me right now :(

My darling, no matter what happens, I promise that I will not fool around with this relationship. I'll appreciate every single thing about you. I'll appreciate every single day of being with you, even though we're miles apart. Sometimes I wonder, do you think about me as much as I think about you when you're back in kk ? sigh ... I really miss you a lot :'(

When it all comes down to one thing, Its all about you ... and the love we have for each other. I will hold on tight in this relationship and as the sun rises or sets, I just wanna tell you ... I Love You Lots Hubby <3 

I want you to know that no matter how far apart we are right now, You're always be the apple of my eye <3