Thank you for your companionship ... I'll never forget you ...

My dear small  and furry little cute friend, You've been a very loyal companion to me, Thank you so much for all of the happy memories. You're very cute and adorable, not to mention how lovable you are. You're the first pet that I've raised all own my own. 

27 NOVEMBER 2011

One of the most devastating day in my life. You left me. Guess I didn't put enough effort to let you live a better life. I'm so sorry I couldn't take good care of you. I don't know whether you know how much tears I've cried for you. I really miss you .... !! When I look at your cage, I can remember the image of your cute little face sleeping. I miss the touch of your fur cuddling me when you're searching for warmth. I miss everything about you. 

I remember every small details about you. I miss kissing your cute little nose. I miss holding your small paws. I miss touching your furry tail. The moment when I saw your little body froze there, I felt my heart as if it's breaking into pieces. I tried to do as many things as I can, Only to seek for any movement or breathing in you. A little movement would at least let me know that you're still there. But sadly, Your body wasn't responding to anything I do and you were expressionless. 

Letting you go was a very big step for me. I really loved you. Though maybe you don't feel like I do, I really do love you. I blame myself for your death. I'm the one who's not treating you good enough. I['m so sorry that I made you go through a painful death. I know you didn't pass away so peacefully. The night when you crawled on my body and neck, was very memorable for me because you never did crawl to my neck to sleep. Its as if you're hugging me goodbye. 

I remember the night before you pass away, Your mouth was chattering. As if you're trying to tell me something. If I knew you were going to pass away the next day, I would've called the emergency pet line to rescue you. But it was too late. 

Now that you're with God, You shall live happily. You'll have more friends up there in Heaven, You'll have enough food and drinks, you'll have enough care and love from the angels. I hope you know that I'll miss you everyday and that I'll remember you forever as my lovely pet. May your soul rest in peace. I love you ... 

From your master who loves you dearly.